I cant quite imagine how i would have felt if i hadn’t done everything i did this past weekend. from thursday being the bamboozle road show, friday being believers never die in philly, and saturday and sunday bamboozle. i had the time of my life. i met amazing people, hungout with great people and loved the atmosphere. sunday’s weather didnt make for a great day but it was enjoyable to an extent.
right now i have these feelings i cant explain. i cant tell if theyre real, in the back of my mind i want to say they are but i cant know for sure yet. i need a nice boy in my life, someone to make me smile, and talk to me, and care for me. just knowing someone will always be there when you turn around is all i need. ive began to realize im perfectly capable of being in a long distance relationship, i cant find anyone right for me in newyork. im up for the challenge. everyone who i see as a perfect figure of someone for me lives in a different state. i have found people who are beautiful on the inside and out who live miles and miles away. i’m willing enough.
so i guess ill have to enjoy the taste of the chase, as i continue waiting for the right person to feel the same
