innocence is key
i miss the days when i was young and innocent. I was always such a goodhearted kid, of course i was obnoxious, annoying and a brat. But i was a little girl who was just being young. I never followed the crowd, i was always a leader, the boss of everything for myself. I always decided what games me and the neighbors would play, playing the mom in the game of house, being the first one to take a risk and so on. but that all changed one day i decided that i didnt like who i was, there was so many other people out there who seemed like they had it all even though they made bad choices. well i was wrong to think that, i made the mistake of turning into someone i couldnt bare to look at in the mirror, becuase i still wasnt satisfied… there was something wrong.
A few years have passed now and it’s shaped the person i am today, for better and for worst. i still wish was as innocent as i always wanted to be, i wish i kept the same morals i had made for myself, i wish i made better choices, i wish i stayed a leader and not a follower.
necessarily, it isnt a negative thing. There are things about me that i would have never been if i hadnt been through what ive gone through. i have learned from everything, and i see what could have happened if i was still associated with some people that are just headed in the wrong directions. they need to learn that drinking on the highschool bleachers and getting wasted every night isnt the answer. look ahead to the future, who you are now could be who you’ll turn out to be forever, you have time to change. just think. of course who am i to talk? yeah i make mistakes and i do some naive things but i have my goals. my dreams and my wishes. i’ll put them in full effect, with being a little smarter and not following the crowd anymore.
