When your all alone in the land of forever, Lay under the milky way…
I never write anymore, but when i look back at everything i’ve written it takes me back, to that memory. Thats why i need to keep writing, i can capture a moment and keep it.
-Ive been thinking an awful lot about the future lately, i cant decide if im scared or excited, i think its a mixture of both. I’m scared becuase i’m going to be parting ways with people ive grown up with my whole life in a year and a half. Even my friends who are graduating this year, they arent leaving forever, theyre taking another step in their lives. I’m just going to miss seeing these friends of mine everyday in the hallway, only a few more months left, and thats it they’re gone from the place they have been for the past four years and moving on to bigger and better things. I just don’t think i can explain how i’ll feel at the graduation this year. That day marks the end of highschool, for them, and some things for myself. I’ll be in those shoes next year, im so focused on getting into the four schools im applying to: The london college of fashion in England, FIDM in California, The art institutes in California and FIT in Nyc. Its funny how i dont want my friends to leave, but i want to get out of here. Its not selfish, i swear, its just id rather be leaving this year, for many reasons. But i just have to let things take there natural course, i have to.
