I have decided…
i’m going to re-post some entries from livejournal i have written, that account was private so no one ever read them. i will still post daily entries, but i would also like to post these. i feel its time to get my real feelings across to people.
this entry was written September 22, 2008:
i’m just going to ramble on about some things here:
dont you just love it when you hear a song that can turn your mood around completly?
or how a song descibes just how your feeling at that very moment?
interpreting what a song’s message is, i think makes a song even more enjoyable, when you can actually apply it to yourself or something around you.
what is time?
i dont look at time like the numbers on a clock.
time is waiting for something, the period in which you do the process.
time is something you need to heal over something, a relationship,a death, an argument.
why do we have it?
the only reason a clock is really needed is for people schedules.
who said that i have to do one thing at a certain time and another thing at a different time.
lets just say clocks didnt exist and the world was an unscheduled unorganized place to be, but lets just say this isnt a bad thing. the world still ran smoothly without clocks. how would that be?
i wonder about these things sometimes.
cant life just be beautiful and unorganized and unplanned out.
id like to wonder what itd be like if i could create my own world, what i’d have in it, who would be in it and so on.
i dont think any of this made sence, but in some way it does to me.
i wonder if anyone can understand how i think or feel. id love to find someone who does.
sometimes i think im just crazy.
