A test for more is what your striving for, when we sleep we walk…
theres always been a stone in the road for me. something always in the way of what i want. i try and try everytime but im never the one who is won over. there must be something terribly wrong. i strive to be a different girl, to show guys that im not like every other girl out there. I’m nice, it takes alot to get me mad, im understanding, a good listener, I’m fun, I dont mind when you make time for friends or friends that are girls because im trusting. i trust that if i’m with you, i dont have to worry about anything. i want to build a strong relationship and i have someone in mind. oh i can just see the complications coming, various ones. but i’m willing. im willing enough to do this, and if in the end things dont turn out as planned things will not change, i swear. im saying all of this… but you probably dont even feel the same, becuase theres someone else involved. before i came into the picture, but youve said there has already been problems, maybe it was fate that brought all these oppertunities to me and you. maybe. jeeze who knows if you’ll even know if this is about you if you read this. i finally find someone who has potential for me, who seems to fit this neverending puzzle, and i’ll never know what can happen if i dont say a word. i’ll reveal it sooner, not later. im just scared of the outcome.
-Needtothinkover
P.S. Putting phone in your back jeans pocket is a bad idea, it may fall into a toilet- FML…new phone 1-2 days
