goodbye to you
im leaving in an hour and a half to jfk to the orlando international airport. i havent been there in a year. it’s hard to remember the routine i used to do frequently when flying by myself, i kind of feel independant when i do this. when i get there i dont know what emotions i will feel seeing my mother, sadness, anger, fear? i dont know. i’m nervous.. to see my mom. i’ll deffinetly enjoy leaving new york for a while though, i need time to think and reevaluate myself. the cruise should be nice, 3 days without my cell phone may be an issue but ill get over it. the show is next thursday which ive been waiting to see those familiar faces for awhile. ill make new memories this time when i go away, and im sure ill meet some interesting people along the way.
i went to the versaemerge show last night, it was good. i enjoyed myself. i’m excited to see them again.
i cannot stop singing lately, not like i dont ever sing, but its been more than usual. i really love it, its my passion. i couldnt think of a better talent i could have.
